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[Jun. 28th, 2006|05:32 pm] |
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It has been a while since I last updated. I am finally able to start my summer vacation. I just returned home from Girl's State. I completely dreaded it the whole time I was there. I wanted to come home, and I almost did after the first two days, but in the end I realized that it was one of the best experiences of my life. I met girls there that changed my life in so many ways. It felt so good to be in a place where everything that I want to do with my life is excepted. When I am at home everyone tells me that my career choice is not good enough because the money is not sufficient, and that wanting to join the peaceXcore and go to places like Africa to help all of these people that are not able to help themselves is a completely horrible idea. "Why do you want to do all of that? It is so dangerous. You don't make any money..." (and all that jazz). But while I was there these girls took my ideas and embraced them. One of them had actually joined the peace corps for the summer and went to the Dominican Republic, half of the girls there wanted to be teachers, and the majority if the people in my "city" wanted to go to Africa. They made me feel that, for once in my life, that what I want to do is amazing and normal. The councilors were awesome. They gave speeches at the end of our stay and they broke our hearts. They told us that we were beautiful and the thoughts that fill our heads were phenomenal. That we can do everything that we want to and that they we so proud to know that we are the future leaders of tomorrow. I don't know what I would have done without this trip. It was long and grueling and also a bit boring at times but in the end an experience that helped me to discover myself and make friends that would last a life time. I thank everyone of those girls and the ever so attractive "fork guy". Well now I am home and wondering what to do with myself and trying not to fall back into old habits. So here comes work and play again. |
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[Oct. 31st, 2005|08:35 pm] |
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It's weird how you can look back in a livejournal or maybe a different journal like greatestjournal....and see how much you have changed and the people you have met.
So it's Halloween today and I wish it could have been more of a "holiday" all I have done is pass out candy, watch wife swap, and procrastinate on doing my American Lit homework. I remember Halloween last year, I went out with Chelsey and Jerrica that day and we drove around the bird sanctuary. It was a nice day.
This weekend I stayed home from Canada to be with my cousin and go to the show at the modern exchange, which was a good show but I was really upset that the GNV and the december drive dropped at the last minute. Also on the other hand it was so much fun to be pushed around by all the cool kids who were hxc dancing during !!!!QYL!!!! But I showed them haha. Other than the minor set backs it was a pretty good weekend, OH! and saw 2 made me cry, it was so disturbing with endless pit of filthy syringes.
For the third time we have discussed giving up our new puppy Chloe and well for the third time we have ended up deciding that we just couldn't let her go. |
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[Sep. 26th, 2005|03:10 pm] |
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Sometimes you wonder if the bulk of your summer was a joke. I guess when summer ends almost everything else ends right along with it. |
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[Sep. 10th, 2005|12:32 am] |
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So school is....well school. I have a love/hate relationship with my classes, and i think my Adv Algebra teacher is trying to kill me. P-dizzle loves me and i love her too, she is the best teacher ever, i want to be like her someday (with a few differences). Mrs. Fi still smells good, and i know that is creepy but she does. My psych teacher is ready to pop out a baby so she is leaving soon. Ben Topping keeps my spanish class......interesting? Chem is not my friend.
I can't wait to get out of here and basically just go somewhere new. Jerrica could have died last night and I can't believe it, I never thought anything like that would ever happen to any of us. Adult drivers are very ignorant. She is banged up pretty well but at least she is still here. Looks like I'll be giving her rides to school now, which I don't mind at all.
My parents are in canada for the weekend and I am home alone. So, that means I can do what I want and not worry about getting on their nerves by playing the piano at 1:30 in the morning. Well I think I might go do that, what else is there to do this late or this early depending on how you look at it. |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2005|08:33 pm] |
I am so bored so I thought I'd entertain myself for about 10 minutes. So, these are my top 5 most beautiful women in hollywood. (not in any order)
Ashley Judd
Winona Ryder
Christina Ricci
Maggie Gyllehhaal
Kirsten Dunst
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[Aug. 19th, 2005|04:03 pm] |
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so last night was great. i wish i had pictures of me attempting to get up a wall by swinging from the chain hanging from it at the park. once again another fun night in allen park with kristi and jerri. |
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[Aug. 15th, 2005|08:46 am] |
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[Aug. 8th, 2005|04:46 pm] |
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This weekend was one of those on and off situations, it was great at times and awful at others. It was once again spent in Canada. The Comber fair took place from Friday to Saturday, I knew that I would be there a lot with Rachel being as it was her birthday weekend but I should have anticipated that I would once again like every other year be left behind for her little circle of friends. So there I was talking to myself, I told rachel that I had to go and that my mom was pissed when I got off of the phone with her and asked her to find another ride home if she could, thats the only reason I was asked to go anyway. When I returned home I spent sometime with Eric and the rents at the usual bonfire. I told him what happened and of course he wasn't surprised, but it was just great talking to him as always. The next day I decided to go home but half way to Windsor I turned around something told me to go back. I sat around my cottage for a bit and then met Eric out on the jet-ski and he had some fun soaking me. Later that night Eric and I went up to the fair and went on rides together for a few hours and I tried to help him with his girl problems which was very hard for me to do, but I just want to see him happy. So basically it was an okay weekend. Oh and I wasn't allowed to stay for his band A Fallen Hero's show on Monday which is very unfortunate because I bet it was a great show.
Later on Sunday I went out with Matt, Matt Cotter, Brad, and one amazing girl who goes be the name Amanda. I think she is great and to be honest I didn't know if I was going to like her at first because she puts off this attitude that is pretty scary and then I came to know her and that image of her has completely changed I absolutely love her, she is funny and really easy to talk to.
Today Jerri and I went to the dollar show to see The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants, which was much better then I thought it would be. After that we went to meet up with the lovely Kristen and Jerri received a job at Leo's. Then we all went to Arthur's to meet up with Matt and Joe. Good times!
Once again another pointless entry... |
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[Aug. 4th, 2005|11:35 am] |
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I MISS MY LOVE, WHERE HAVE YOU GONE JACKET!?!?
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[Jul. 21st, 2005|08:55 pm] |
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So, Monday was the best and worst night I have had in awhile, if I enjoy your company and you're not too much of an ass I may tell you about it if you ask.
Virginia Beach was fun.
I think that within the past two weeks I have discovered who, out of my friends, I have the best time with and that I love to be around. Well, Kristi is one of those people, she is so great(I love you cracker!)
Oh, and there is something really bothering me, what the fuck is up with everyone being so negative?? Put on some classics and dance, either alone or with loved ones. I guarantee that you will feel better. I am not saying that I am perfect and don't become negative sometimes.I have also seen how hateful some people can be, and how judgmental they are, oh and by the way this was not directed towards anyone in particular, but if you do come to realize that you might be that type of person just remember that you are the only one who is getting all worked up and you will end up alone and unhappy. Nobody likes to listen to people complain all of the time.
I also wanted to say that I am the happiest when I am dancing around to Lou Reed (basically during his Velvet Underground days) in my basement. If you would like to join me sometime, just tell me, it will be a party hahaha. I know I am lame but I don't really care what you think because I am happy. |
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